I have a bad feeling. I don't want to do anything. I just really want to spend the days in my room. The only thing that made me better was Angel. Just hanging around not doing anything. My best friends, where did they go? I know a thousand of people before me have realised this about themselves. And I am not the only one. I guess. It's over. I really don't want it to be like that. And now the only person making me feel better is far, far away. Well, not really. But I won't see him for many months. Hey. The rest of you. Don't think that I don't appreciate your company. I really do, and I love all of my friends to the moon and back. But being around Angel makes me kind of forget people around me and it feels like being weird as fuck is the most normal thing in the world. I don't have any problem with dancing in front of resturants. And by dancing I mean trying to teach-isj Angel to dance paraguayan polka.
Or sin in a tiny pub and play air guitar and stuff like that. Everything feels so natural, and the best thing is that I can myself 110% around him.
We have skypedates were no one talks, he just plays guitar or play some game, and I just surf on the internett, or like now, blog instead. We can be quite and it wont be awkward.

I know, it sounds like I'm in love, but I do love him. I am so glad for all the coincidences or faith if you want that led us together that one day at the meating for the schools class reps.

Man, I love you!



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Grethe Marita

Grethe Marita

19, Larvik

I am relaxed and full of life. I do exactly what I want and I never got plans, but at the same time, I'm always full booked. I have good friends who looks after me, and I try the best I can to do the same! These good friends are the reason that anything happens in my life, and other things than than it's fashion, art, literature and music that interest me and the topics I often blog about. I use the blog as a diary, it's kind of a therapy, and a way to empty my head and fill it up again with good ideas from the Internet. At the moment I'm living in Kingston, London and studying psychology and criminology. And I love it!