I'M FAKE

I feel like I'm fake on my blog. That the way i write doesn't sound like me. That whenever my fingers start to touch the keyboard I just turn into this stranger. I see so more negative here. I never write about things I like, or love, about my passions, I only write about things I don't like, and at some points, I feel like I'm kind of depressed, which is funny because I study psychology. I really would like to be me, a 100%, on the blog. But nothing really helps, does it? Do people like what I write? Do people like some of it at all? I often think this, but then I quickly remember that I did not make this blog for other people, but I made this for my own sake to empty my head. Refresh my top. You know, just write whatever falls thru my mind. 
Some days I might sound happy as I was high on something, and some other days I might sound like I have suicide thoughts. But hey. I'm really a very jolly person and I like to smile and laugh a lot. But when I'm on my own it's nice to relax, put on that one song and feel like the worlds biggest emo. For me it goes in Evanesence, Billi Talent, My chemical Romance, Linkin Park, Papa Roach. Music  that I never listen to, unless i'm in the mood for it, or wan't to be in the mood for it! But the music I listen to most if I just want to listen to noise is things as Drop Dead Gorgeous, The Devil Wears Prada, Seether, Alter Bridge, Scary Kids Scaring Kids and so on.........................................
I have to admit, that usually I laugh at music like this because it reminds me of old times, when I cared less of how I looked.  Dunno, I told you I was emo.

I wonder when I'm actually starting to do what I desire to do instead of what I feel I'm doing now? If you have the answere, please gif. 
Except for that, I want a new design on this shithole. I'll make a fancy one soon. Maybe.


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Peace!!

2 kommentarer

Maria Kristine

16.des.2011 kl.17:40

Jeg elsker bloggen din Grethe! Fortsett med å skrive like bra som du gjør nå, blir alltid i godt humør av å lese det du skriver.

Grethe Marita

16.des.2011 kl.18:48

Maria Kristine: Aww, takk <3 I will try that! Det er gøy å få litt feedback en gang innimellom :D

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Grethe Marita

Grethe Marita

19, Larvik

Jeg er avslappet og livlig. Jeg gjør akkurat det som passer meg og har sjeldent planer, men samtidig er jeg alltid fullbooket. Jeg har gode venner som tar vare på meg, og jeg prøver så godt jeg kan på det samme. Disse gode vennene er grunnen til at det skjer noe som helst i hverdagen, og ellers så er det mote, kunst, litteratur og musikk som interesserer meg og er det jeg skriver om, som oftest. Jeg bruker bloggen som en slags dagbok, terapeut eller en måte å bare tømme hodet mitt på, og fylle det opp igjen med gode idéer fra internettet! Og jo! Jeg bor og studerer i England, London! Og trives veldig godt med det.

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