EVERYTHING ABOUT NOTHING
I have a lot of mixed feelings now. I don't know exactly where in life I stand now. I don't know if I should go left og right, or keep straight forward. I don't know if should quit or continue fighting. I don't know anything. I'm so confused. I feel like I'm closing my feeling out, and sundently new feeling pop up. And I think too much. I think: is it this I been avoiding all the time? And then I don't know what to do next, so after two seconds I ignore the feelings again and forget it. I get confused by my own thoughts. I kind of know what I whant, but I'm not sure how to ask for it or how to claim it, 'cos I'm never been used to ask for anything. I never ask. I always work for it myself, so now, when I have to ask, I can't. I really need to know what to do, quick. Because my time is running out, and it might be too late.
Photo: Pen on paper, everything about nothing (in norwegian)